at times i do worry that i've forgotten the real reason i came here. the real reason i've chosen slb to start my career.
i've paid so much attention on the small issues that i've forgotten that i'm here to be an engineer. i'm here to build myself, my personality to be someone stronger, wiser...
i've forgotten that i'm here to learn... to be a student and to open my eyes to see the world around me. i know this sounds cliche, but in the naivety upon graduation, these were my ideals...
i've paid so much attention on the fact that i'm away from home, away from my family, my loved ones... paid so much attention on the future and planning for the future that all this has distracted me and blinded me from the present...
maybe in years to come, i'll look back at this ideal mindset of mine and think of it all as pure crap. but for now, i need these to be my goal... i need these to have something to look forward to...
the light at the end of the tunnel if you like...
dun get me wrong - i miss my home. i miss my family like hell. but i can't go on living like this, holding myself back. i'll be home one day. it's just a matter of time.
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I support you. Your family and your loved one will be there for you, no matter where you go, how long you left. The connection is never break in any circumstances.
Concentrate on what you should do in front of you.
=) Go! go! Go~!
yeah! that's the right mindset! go for it!!Eventhough we might stop and ask ourself 'why am i here?' well, u know well what's the answer it... but i wont mind listening to you mumble bout it :) cuz i felt the same too!...okay, u're further away...but u'll still be back! like ur loved one said so... she and ur family will always be there for you..through ups and downs, that is...
All the best Nic! strive for the best for the best is yet to come~~!
Ganbatte!
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